Reason behind Gloom Cloud

Okay, a lot of you say I shouldn't be feeling guilty about yelling at Sephy.... I'm gonna tell you WHY I feel guilty. I yelled at him, yes. Many of you think I had every right to... I may have been mad, but I had no right to act as I did. Getting angry and yelling doesn't solve anything, it just hurts. And sometimes it hurts beyond healing...

The last person whom I yelled at like that was DJ... those of you who know me, know what happened to DJ. You also know what it did to me. I'm afraid. I'm scared of what will happen. I'm scared of loosing someone again. I've lost so many friends, and I'm scared of loosing another one... even if he pisses me off. Doesn't mean that i get to act like a jerk.